Archive for November, 2006


Spiritual Equation

Comfort equals confusion; calamity equals clarity. How’s that for an insight into spiritual contradiction? No, this isn’t Scripture, but I have found it true of many principles in Scripture and true to how growing in Christ works out in our real day-to-day experiences.

In my own life, being comfortable can cloud the picture of what God is doing. A comfortable place often makes me lazy spiritually. I find myself praying less, seeking God less, and often finding it hard to recognize the voice of God in my life. Comfort takes the edge off, and walking in the Spirit is all about being on edge, spiritually – being alert to the dangers around me and the temptations that lurk so close at hand. It was while his army was off to war that King David of Israel had the time and the leisure to have an affair with the wife of one of his generals. The enemy gets us with our guard down.

And in this culture of relative affluence, we keep trying to find comfort when that may be the worst thing for us and something God will refuse to grant, at least for now. It’s not because he loves making us uncomfortable, but because he knows what it usually takes for us to walk by faith. It takes trial, and testing, and pressure for faith to grow in us, and he loves us too much to rob us of this opportunity. That’s why a little calamity usually clears things up. It’s in these moments of pain and pressure that our faith becomes real. Believing God becomes a do-or-die proposition.

This is probably why Christians under persecution in troubled parts of the world always seem to be more passionate about following Christ. They are surrounded by calamity on every side, and yet their faith remains unshakable. They risk their lives to meet together with other believers. They consider a Bible the greatest treasure they could possess. They hold an immense amount of joy in their hearts in complete contrast to their situation.

On the contrary, when faith is taken for granted, as it is in this society, we often let spiritual things slide, and the result can be confusion about God’s will and our place in it. Our joy over temporal things competes with our joy in Christ. We start to treasure things that we are going to ultimately lose. We get spiritually confused.

Not that I want to wish calamity on you or me, but I think we need to learn to welcome it as an opportunity to grow. And I also think we need to be wary of what makes us think we are comfortable. Usually, it’s only short-lived and not something we want to derive comfort from anyway.

Lord, if we find calamity upon us, make our faith strong, and if we feel comfortable, awaken us to distrust the source of our comfort if it is anything other than you.

Wisuda

Tanggal 25 kemaren gue wisuda ‘n ultah.. Jujur buat gue ini hari biasa aja sebenarnya.. Sempat seh rasanya kesel.. Why I must wait so long long time for this day?? But I know only bless from the Lord which made this day comes to my life. So, I must say a very big thank you to the Lord..

SCHEDULE :
Jam 3 dah bangun..
Jam 3.30 dah berangkat
Jam 4.00 dandan
sampe di kampus sekitar 6.30
selesai wisuda jam 11.30.
Foto2 ma temen sampe jam 13.00.
Abis itu foto d studio..
sampe di rumah ‘n makan jam 16.00
trus ke gereja jam 18.30

Buat temen2ku sorry banget, aku ga kasih tau banyak dari kalian kalo aku wisuda tanggal 25 kemaren.. Abis aku ga enak, selaen kalian emang dah sibuk, gue juga ga nyediain dana buat traktiran..

Menunggu Hari (sambill berpikir)

Yach.. lagi lagii everything must pending agaiinnn!!! capekk rasanya.. Batal ke Jakarta dalam waktu deket-deket ini, karena masih harus nunggu wisuda.. kesell dah.. kenapa juga ga wisuda kemaren2.. Udah kesel gitu.. Temen gue batal lagi nemenin cari barang.. Padahal it’s very important for me… Keselllll dah!!!!

Jujur hatiku dah pergi kesana.. Dah ga disini lagi.. Emang ada temen2 beberapa.. tapii cari job sangattt penting hari2 ini.. Sometimes gue heran beeener dah ma orang2.. ada yang lulus aja belumm.. ada yang dapet kerja juga belumm.. padahalll usia udah banyak.. masihh juga mikir pasangann… GUbraxxx bangett gituuu lohhh!!! Kemaren ada temen yang cerita, enak yach tuch sapa barengan muluu sampai2…… blablabla,.. KLo nurut gue seh itu ga penting bangett.. yang penting segala sesuatu carilah yang berprospek. Masa hanya karena cinta, kita ga cari kerjaan yang sesuai dengan skill kita, yang bisa buat kita lebih berkembang untuk hari depannya.. Punya pasangan juga gt.. Kalo emang orangnya ga ade pemikiran kedepan, ga sungguh-sungguh cari uang dan hanya mengandalkan bonyokk buat apa??? Kita udah bukan ABG lagi.. yang hanya mengandalkan cinta doang..

Kopiii ohh Kopiii

Kemaren malem iseng-iseng pegi ma temen makan di deket Tugu.. Pengen coba nasi kucing ma es kopi areng yang terkenal itu. Pikir gue sehh nyante2 aja.. Orang biasa minum kopi jam 21.00 aja di Starbuck kek.. dmana kek.. malem tetep aja bisa tidur.. Eh ternyata.. Malem cuma isa tidur sebentar trus melekkk muluu sampe pagi.. Jam 6 baru bisa tidur lagii. Pukul 8.00 jam wekernya bunyii nguantuxnya setengah mati.. Mana lemezzzzz bangettt!!! Mungkin karena kebanyakan aktivitas pula hari-hari ini.. Yach udah dechh kacau scedule gue hari iini.. Tpk ntar gereja sore lageee.. HIksss…